Well Kimi told me the other day what i've been hoping to hear for so long.  I'm just afraid that like the last 3 times she's going to hurt me.  I love her a lot still and want to be with her.  But i just need some proof that she's not going to dump me the first time things become difficult.   I really want to believe so much but i'm just afraid.  I've loved her for what seems like a lifetime now.  And despite  all the hurt.  I've never stopped loving her.  I couldnt stop loving  her no matter how many other women i tried to be with.   She's always at the foremost part in my mind and heart.  I'm just afraid she'll hurt me again .  But i want to believe she is serious this time.  Because, I love her.  

Tatsu
Joe.

ok hi everyone.  wow two effing months.  kinda forget about this damn thing.  lol oh well i'm back and i've changed the look so it's easier to see text now.  yup yup.  now it's Alucard Dracula.  the son of Lord Dracula.woot for castlevania.  he he he.  oh well i'll be around updating from time to time.  i guess my life is ok but i would like it to be a little better.   well that's all for now

 

Alucard